Excuse me?

An article from The Star:

Weaker sex to get stronger role in public sector


A SPECIAL committee is to be formed to implement gender sensitisation programmes in the public sector to increase the representation of women in key decision-making positions.

bla bla bla...

You call calling us the weaker sex a step towards sensitisation????

I think it's time you looked up what sensitisation means.

Idiots.

I don't think anyone can understand how bored I am!

It's gotten to the point where I can sit and stare blanks at the screen.

And then I start thinking about going out, to malls....and then about stuff that I already have but still want to get...like another pair of shoes, some random movie, an extra piercing perhaps? hmm....

Cookie ran away for the second time in three weeks. I think she's bored too. The last time she 'ran away', mom was freaking out at home, I was stuck at work and she on the other hand, ventured all the way to the guard house wagging her tail. That idiot of a dog.

So she did it again this morning. Only that she hasn't been found yet.

Sigh.

I think I will shop during lunch.

Being too bored is no good. I start thinking bout other stuff too.

I need a hug

:(

So finally! We've sort of finished moving the stuff out from your apartment. (there still a table and chairs and a couple of cabinets left)

Now how long did that take? 3 months?

Must have a hell of a time laughing at us from up there.

I wonder how you stuffed all your things in that tiny place. And it wasn't like you stayed on your own.

But wow.

And hey, you were right all along.

And we all miss you loads.

Me myself and I

Something bout me you'd wanna know?

I

cannot live without tissues. But funnily enough, those who know me know I don't carry them with me

love my dog to bits. But complain about her every minute of the day. She does drive me insane.

cannot stand fresh pineapples. Not even the smell. They make me squirm, in a bad way.

am dying to go on a holiday without having to worry about money. A trip to the klcc fountain is NOT a holiday.

want a time machine. I don't care whether it's faulty or 'not tested' yet.

wonder why alcohol is so expensive here. Probably the reason why I'm sane right now.

have stacks of shoes in my car. Front seat, passanger seat, back seats, in the boot...

look forward to dinners. With anyone, or no one.

am a softie. Just because I yell at you doesn't mean I want you to yell back at me.

hates it when people tell me how to do things. Unless I ask of course. You can tell me what to do, just not how. If that being the case, you can tie strings all over me and make me your puppet.

get angry real fast. Be on my good side, and you'll feel very safe.

think I am in dire need of chivalry. Someone said it still exists. So it must be true, even though I have not seen it yet. Must be because I keep seeing assholes that keep growing bigger and they keep blocking my view.

xxx

For the fourth time

If I start with ' a lot of things have changed', you'd probably slap me.

Cause I think that would be my fourth post saying that.

And it doesn't really look like it has, does it?

No, I don't think so either.

But DAMN, I really wanna say it out loud!

Because if you've seen me now, you'd say I'm back.

As compared to the last two years.

Maybe a little but more intelligent.

And a little more cautious.

A little bit more suspicious and it's gonna probably take more than a line to make me trust you.

If you're talking about me being an idiot, well, you don't really have to say it cause I already know.

And much more than that.

For so much I have given, is so much that I have lost.

Of all things that I had expectations for, the best of what I got was disappointment.

But I have no regrets, only lessons to learn.

And it taught me well, for those who don't already know, liars will always be liars, and cheaters will always be cheaters.

We don't really change that much, none of us do. Its what we really are inside. Regardless of who we're with. It is a matter of how much you are willing to show. Or whether you choose to be a wimp.

It has taken too much for me to be able to even stuff it in my head.

I think I've had enough lessons this year, to last me a lifetime.

If only I could really say what I wanted, I wouldn't be writing this crap.

For the life of me, I cannot explain why..

For all the times I've said 'things have changed' and it didn't, here's when it did.

And for those who've known, it's been a hell of a ride.

It's broken me into shreds, and if I can pick them all up within a year, I'd consider myself lucky.

For starters, I think I might just be climbing out of that pile of bills which I've been so consistently shoving under that pile of old dusty files.

And this is totally random, but I had an amaaaaazing weekend.

I went to Singapore for the first time in 15 years, and to Melaka for the first time in my life!

Yes, I am a Malaysian. Don't have to give me that look.

Amazing, that I finally smiled after so long. I don't think it'll take that long after all.

Hachiko

Watching this movie made me feel like Cookie is one useless dog.

Ok, she does wait for me to come home (I think) and she's too tiny to pounce on me like Hachi does to his master, so she just drools all over my feet and starts pawing my feet.

Instead of following me to wherever she's supposed to follow me, for instance, when i say GO TO THE TOILET TO POO, she runs the other way. The only time she will follow me is to the kitchen, where the food is.

Sometimes I do think she's clever though. She barks at 7.30am sharp. Time for food. She does not care what day of the week it is.

Hachi follows his master. Cookie follows the one with the food. That's as much as she would do, as far as loyalty goes.