Short trip back home

I vouch never again to drink ANY sized glass of water before i go to bed.

Mom made me drink one, and I had to get up five times to pee. It's not cool.

Ah, the joy of being back home. Mom says eat this, I eat. Drink this, drink. But then again obviously i said no to her Horlicks offer while i was munching on durians.

While lying down on my bed reading my book, she barges in "don't lie down while reading a book! it's gonna kill your eyes!" whilst in the meantime, i'm already so shocked i've forgotten every single word i read in the past hour.

And i go...OKAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. and lie back down again.

Of all the most un-aligned conversations we've had, other than the stories my mom told about how she had to hold her bladder last time because she was afraid to go out in the dark because of snakes and ghosts, I think this was it:

Me: Hey dad, is that Trishaw restaurant thingy still operating? (some awesome restaurant in Simpang Pulai)

Dad: No

Me: Ow. So there's no where else that sells that fried-vege dish?

Dad: No

Mom: In Penang and Melaka still got wad...

Me (thinking to myself...HUH?! but stupidly responded anyway) : Oh, they've got a branch there?

(and i'm laughing while typing this out)

Mom: What are you talking about?

Took us five seconds to digest that we were talking about completely different things. Mom was talking about the already extinct trishaw in Ipoh (real trishaw. not the restaurant named trishaw)

My dad who doesn't laugh, snorted.

Genius.

I miss you

My life has been so stable lately it's unbelievable. For all the loathing-my-life rants that i've had so far, this is one I'm not even trying to complain.

So going back after work doesn't seem so bad anymore. I actually am starting to want to be home. And have my stinking dog drool all over me. And follow me around until I relent. Papaya that is.

It's funny how things turn out to be. I would've never imagined in a million years that I'll be in such a state. Good one that is. I used to think it was the end, that it was the best I could have had. And being the numbwit that I am, trying to prove everyone wrong.

Then you left and turned my life over.

I still wonder whether it's because of me.

And though I will be forever grateful for this, I would never have in all eternity, traded you in for this.

If only I knew what I got myself into, maybe, just maybe, you'd still be here.

Kissing you

Sparks fly, it's like electricity

I might die when I forget how to breathe

You get closer and there is no where in this world I'd rather be

Time stops like everything around me is frozen

And nothing matters but these

Few moments when you open my mind to things I've never seen

'Cause when I'm kissin' u my senses come alive

Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find

Falls right into place, you're all that it takes

My doubts fade away when I'm kissin' u

When I'm kissin' u it all starts making sense

And all the questions I've been asking in my head

Like are you the one, should I really trust

Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin' u

But no one, no guy that I met before

Could make me feel so right and secure

And have you noticed I lose my focus

And the world around me disappears

'Cause when I'm kissin' u my senses come alive

Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find

Falls right into place, you're all that it takes

My doubts fade away when I'm kissin' u

When I'm kissin' u it all starts making sense

And all the questions I've been asking in my head

Like are you the one, should I really trust

Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin' u

I've never felt nothing like this

You're making me open up

No point even trying to fight this

It kinda' feels like it's love

hmm..

My blog + pictures = plain boring

I shall never do that again.

I'll try something new. I'll talk about something NICE. Ok, sounds wierd coming out from me.

But hey, at least it's a start.

I met the most amazing guy.

You know the kind that makes you smile even when you're asleep?

I must have done something right to deserve this.

:)

Cameron

Ok, I guess it's about time to beautify my blog with pictures.
 So I'll start with my lone walk in Cameron!

:)

I'm gonna see this one day.

Emo post

I wonder if people even remember why they celebrate birthdays anymore.

Or why they give presents.

I know I'm not keen on celebrating birthdays. Just because I don't think I've done enough to leave an impact in anyone or anything for that matter.

On the contrary I have begun to think that maybe if I were never in existence, some people might have a better life and even more so actually still be living.

Yes, I'm brooding over issues which I have no control over. But it is really annoying that I cannot do anything about it.

Birthdays are about celebrating the existence and life of another person. So if you're celebrating a birthday for someone you absolutely hate, you're in the wrong place.

Really, it has nothing to do with 'give her/his face since its her/his birthday'.

Same goes with a birthday wish.

Oh, my cynicism has returned, hasn't it?

I can't wait for the day I'm on leave to sleep it away.