My first bite into the douGh with a hole

I finally sank my teeth into a Krispy Kreme doughtnut today. After years.

I was thrilled when I knew there was a box waiting for us in the office after lunch. My first thought was that you'd love to try one. So I took the yummiest looking one and put it on my desk.

But the first thing you said to me wasn't very nice.

And I thought you didn't care if I cared.

So I whacked the doughnut. It didn't stay yummy looking anymore. But I took a bite off it anyway.

Just another rant

So this morning I was on the train on my way to work as I would be as usual, when I had a sudden flashback of my highschool days.

And it make me yearn to go back to those days. To do things differently.

To not laugh at the guy who tried so hard to please me.

To not have bitch fights in class.

To be aware of people who were going to hurt me.

To be aware of my actions that was going to hurt others.

To pay more attention in class.

To try not to get a red mark in my report card.

Then maybe I wouldn't have to leave. Maybe things would be different. Just maybe.

But then again, if that were to happen, I wouldn't be where I am today.

I wouldn't have learnt from my mistakes.

I wouldn't have known that there were countless jackasses in the world. Ok forget the world. Just this country alone.

I wouldn't have known what it felt like to leave something so precious behind, not knowing that I would never get it back.

I wouldn't have known how it feels to have so many people around me and yet feel so alone.

I wouldn't have known how to survive on my own.

I wouldn't have known the extent people go to to protect themselves.

I wouldn't have known what it feels like to be betrayed.

I wouldn't have learned to stand my ground.

It's cruel I know. No matter how hard you try to keep your life as simple as possible, it will never be as such. Life is what God gave us. And being very generous, he also threw in the world as a free gift. That includes other people, and other people includes all sorts of values, virtues and practices that aren't ours.

And therefore when they expect you to do something their way, it doesn't mean that they're being mean to you. It just means that well, they have different views. It can seem to be utter rubbish to one, but timely advise to another.

But if only everyone acknowkedges that there is this undeniable difference in the world, in each one of us, then maybe life wouldn't be so difficult for us all.

OMG

Oh.My.God.


Ever wondered why people crave so much for certain kinds of food?


Especially doughnuts.


I can't believe it.

Krispy Kreme is here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In old humble Malaysia.

Ok I lied. It's not here. Yet.


Anybody who has tried it would agree with me.


It beats J.Co, Big (fat) Apple. And all the other doughnut companies in the world


Flat down.


You have to go and try their original glazed dougnuts. You would have died and went to heaven.


*drools*

Gulp

Have you ever been in so control of your life that you've never felt so messed up in the head?

Ever met so many people within such a short span of time and are expected to remember all of them?

Ever wondered why you're expected to attend the meeting with the board even if you're not gonna understand a single thing they're gonna say?

Ever had lunch while thinking about that chart that's supposed to be sent out an hour ago but is still stuck in the photocopy machine, while reaching out for some unknown dish and putting some wierd stuff into your mouth?

I have.

Funny it taste quite nice regardless of the look. Plus I really don't wanna know what it actually is.

I might just run to the toilet.

Or not have lunch ever again.