So Kill Me 2.

YOu know you always have this fuzzy image of things that you want to happen before it happens.

Like for instance when you're packed neck-up with work but you still find those few seconds to think about that smile you will see when you finally get rid of that stack of papers staring at you;

Or when you think about how nice it would be like to have someone comfort you after a crazy hectic day;

Or how you can steal just five minutes thinking about how a perfect life would be, no worries, no fights, no moments when you feel like you've regretted the decisions you've made your entire life...

And then reality just whacks you in the face and you wake up. And you realise it's not going to happen, and feel so helpless at that moment in time.

But still I believe we humans (females) are not made to be weak. If it's such a mistake to want to rely on someone for whatever it is that you want to rely on, then hey, we've got our own two feet AND we've still got our brains. Even though all our smiley cells are smashed into pieces by that menacing aura that you're protruding.