Let's talk about 2008

It's about time for a lengthy rant.

So where am I now?

I shall call it limbo.

So many things have happened in the past year I've lost count of it. Lost count. Not don't remember. Oh, I remember every single detail. From the happiest to the most devastating.

And it was ALMOST wrapped up by the end of the year.

But NOOooo....Shit has to happen. There has to be never-ending drama in my life. Well, since 2008. (not that long ago you might say but HEY! This is MY blog, piss off)

I sound angry? Oh if you knew you'd forgive me for being so.

So. 2008 was supposed to be this uh prosperous, lucky year for love and career. YEAH. right.

Okay, so things took a twist in the beginning. We fall in love, we find new friends, we meet up with old ones, we break up with those that didn't fit, we fell out with people we knew for years...yada yada...

Yeap. That all happened in the first half year. (and I thought it was worth every single cell in my body)

So, second half: We've been cheated on, we found out the entire truth (which hurts to the marrow), we found new hobbies, we grew stronger, we had unecessary problems cropping up and ta-daa...I'm still alive.

Question: What would you do when the person you loved the most, dedicated (wanted to) your entire life to, trusted with your soul, forgoed everything that matters most...cheated on you, lied to you (not just to your ass but right into your face as well), and you only found out...TODAY.

Let's just say for argument purposes that it's been going on for a year.

You'd flip right? Threaten to kill yourself? Oh no, wait. Kill him? no no. Kill yourself just so he will suffer. yeah. sounds about right.

No?

No. I'll tell you what. You'll cry for a day. And then decide you're made for things better than this. Life's lessons are to be learnt. There are no coincidences. Only lessons. So you pick yourself up, dust it all off and hopefully it will go away.

But it doesn't.

It doesn't happen that way.

These things will haunt you for the rest of your life.

Especially when bitches never give up and persist in their daily routine of torturing other souls by begging for sympathy.

Please. Get.a.life. It's over.

Yes I'm mean. And if I see you, you better run.

So one day we turn into this person we don't really know. We want to turn back time to be that person again. But really, after all these you think it's possible?

When you're happy, you don't think of these stuff. Then once in a while, gravity pulls you back to earth, where reality wraps you in the head and just sticks there like a post-it. A pretty huge one.

We say to ourselves, there are bigger problems in the world. It doesn't make sense harping over some minisque issue like this. Life goes on. If we fall, we've only got our past to look back on and continue moving on forward. But boy, if there were a rewind button, I'd gladly take it.